Friday, August 14, 2009

silence

I feel like I'm living in a fog this week. I am surrounded by evil people who lie and are deceptive. And I so desperately want to expose them for the people they are. I so badly want to go and say how they have broken confidentiality, and have gossiped and said HORRIBLE things about their "friends". But I stay silent. I am better than that, and I am working hard at just walking away and not caring about forcing justice. I know that justice is ultimately God's. This is a hard lesson to learn. It is hard to let people believe lies about me, and to stand by and feel like the bad guy is winning. But it ultimately isn't worth it. So I am silent.