Lobster

I have noticed a couple of things since you left. The first one, is that I have started swearing a lot. Now I know that you know that I started swearing more before you left, and that right now as you read this you are sitting there saying to yourself "since I left!?" To you I respond with "Hey! Don't judge me! We all have our coping methods!" It's also a bit funny because I think I'm starting in with gateway swear words. I'm not in the big time ones. Oh you know what I'm talking about! The "F" word. The "B" word, and the different variations that have spawned off of those two. I'm on the more smalltime ones: "A**," "Da**" and that's about it. But it's still considerably more than I was doing before and it has somewhat surprised me.

The second thing I noticed is that having friends that really love you makes a world of difference. Having "family" here to be beside me is the greatest gift I could've ever been given. The family that you have given me in this unit, at this post, is beyond all that I could have ever imagined or hoped for. These people are in my life because of God and because of you. If it wasn't for both aspects they wouldn't be here, and how can I not be grateful for that?

I love you Lobster. I miss you. I'll be seeing you...