Friday, December 30, 2011

Commitment phobias die hard.

It is amazing what a day can do to one's heart and mind. My whole spirit feels overwhelmed with comfort today.

This morning I woke up and decided that I was going to be happy. It's my choice to feel how I will feel. Today I decided to feel happy. Or maybe just better? I don't know.

I'm thinking about joining a "run for an hour straight in two months" challenge. It has been a life's goal to be able to run a mile by the time I'm 35. I have never been able to run. Even when I was young. My lungs just couldn't handle it. I'm not sure my heart can take any more failure on my body's part, hence the nervousness. But it does start quite gradually, and maybe that will help? I don't know. I'm thinking about it. But I suppose, as with all things, I am reluctant to commit. Or maybe I'm just too sober to commit? LOL!

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