In the midst of chaos exploding, children screaming, and what feels like my memories devastating, you grab me and make everything else disappear. Wrapped up in your arms is my comfort zone. Everything dissolves when you're touching me. I find that my brain quiets, and the chaos fades away. And it just becomes about your breath, your heartbeat, your smell, the moment. Your kisses dry my tears. Your comfort heals my heart. With your hand in mine, I'm invincible. With your support, I'm unstoppable. With you here I'm not afraid.

I am lost without you Chief.