I am having an emotional day. Seems like everything is either making me really angry or causing me to burst into tears. Truth be told, I have so much to do, and very little will to do anything at all. My laundry list of chores, errands, and activities seems to be growing by the minute. My house is suffering ridiculously from lack of a thorough cleaning.
My heart feels so heavy. I am burdened by a demand to trust. Truth be told, I feel like I have very little faith, if any at all. I feel like I'm in a blacked out room and I can hear torture happening. Like I am just waiting for my turn on the chopping block.
I may have reached my limit. I am quite unsure. This doesn't feel like Christmas and I don't feel cheery. I feel like crying most of the time. Why? Worry? Is this the only reason? Seems so stupid to write it out.
I'm sorry you're feeling blue...it tends to happen to the best of us during the holidays. My house is also a disaster and my parents want to come over tonight...so by the time I get home, that gives me 10 minutes to put a bandaid on my house, lol. I hope you find a way to get the holiday spirit! It won't be back for another year ;) Love you lady.
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