grief

I am amazed at how evil people can be. People will just make up blatant lies out of thin air, and then completely lay it all down as if one person has done such atrocious things. I am hurting. I am hurting because I have had to walk away from my friends. I have had to say goodbye to good women. Women, that I respect and enjoy being with. I have had to do this all because I have to honor my husband and obey his commands. But my heart grieves. My heart hurts with an anguish that is difficult to define. It feels like evil has won. It feels like injustice is thriving whole heartedly in this place. The bad guys get to seem innocent, while the innocent are condemned as evil. How long will injustice dwell at Fort Bliss? How long will the vile, evil, manipulative, dishonest women continue to rule the day? Will their deceptions be made known? I know that vengeance is God's. I know that He controls all things. But I am so sad. I pray for my friends I have said goodbye to. I pray that God will bring good people in to their lives. That God will take care of them. I pray that they will have peace in their lives. I miss them. I truly do.